30.11.09

Episode 5

Episode 5: Recent activities.

There a lot of things that i want to write. But, i don' t know where to start. Lets try. (What is different between Let's and lets?)

i) Working Story.
Frankly speaking, i am an educator at one of higher education institution. i love my job. This field is what i targeted since my study time. Two main reason why i am in this field: a) Research, b) sharing my knowledge with other people(teaching?) who want. But, recently i faced a little problem regarding documentation work. It hurt me a lot. yeah, this little problem disturb my focus. Right now most of my working hour is about documentation. Sometimes i feel suck. Lack of management make you feel suck. How come they gave Management subject to unmanageable person? like me. Hishh.

ii) My Colleague.
They all awesome. Make me laugh. A lot. Thanks to Allah. I am very happy with them.

iii) Courses.
i have two courses to attend. First, English enhancement course. Then, BTN at Kem Bumi Jati, Shah Alam. English enhancement courses is awesome. Lot of fun there. the Fasi so sporting. hopefully, i will learn something new during BTN on this 3rd Dec. Forget about BTN issue discussing by local leader. They have their own significant. Who is right i donno. What i know is i am not register with SPR. So i can not vote anybody. I hate corrupted politician.


iv) Raya Qurban
Qurban is great word. The meaning of qurban is so deep. It comes from hearts. The definition is simple: Sacrify something you love, good and the best to poor. The history are from the sacrifying of prophet Ibrahim AS and Ismail AS. The question is : I am ready to sacrify my time, property, also my self toward Righteous way?

Keep thinking.

To Be Continued...

footnote:
I still learn writing in english. Don't worry this writing is not significant for anybody, accept me.

17.11.09

episode 4

Episode 4: Mumbling to myself is nothing,if i do not take any action to overcome it.

it was very hard to be good.
i am type of unfocused person.
ido not have any idea.
Since graduated from my first degree the concentration for doing something is not same like usual.
em.
sins?
maybe.
there are lot of sins make your heart blur.
chaos.
money.
women.
property.
not forgotten
your self.

what is your contribution towards
religion?
human kind?
every single things still unclear.
isn't it?

7.11.09

episode 3

episode 3: The warm saturday and else.

Salam.

Saturday can be anything. Time to exercute any programs. eg: visit long-time-not-see friends. make out loud. watching movie. cutting grass. dating. But me: Saturday is a day that similar to other days. Except i did not wear casual attires.

Now, i am feel lack of motivation, less confident a little bit. haih. Still looking what is the best for my life. Thinking too much is not good. it was happen to me. always. because at the end, i still not done even one worth activity.

i am such as not really ready to hold any responsibility. For real, i only have a little items that belonging to me. Compaq CQ40, Casio HDD-60D, PSP 1000, several books etc, etc. nothing much. So, saturday is the best time to over used my items.

saturday also is the time to me going-to-see my older sister and his daughter. Nurliyana. but this activity i cannot do every week. because of kilometer constrain. calling mama at perlis is one of my activity during saturday.

fishing. this is new activity that i involve since mac 2009. because my strategic working places is near to the beach. but lately this activity has been stop a little bit time because my "kaki pancing" friend married, and also my young sister married. so cannot concerntrate to this activity this time.

hola, what a day. warm saturday. what do you want actually? this question still in my mind. never answer.

to be continued...

4.11.09

episode 2

episode 2: do not go late to work, except your stomach make spoil.

my grammar are suck.
that is not funny.
but i love writing. konon.
in order to improve the language, i keep writing.
honest. from my side.
point of view....

people have their own intellectuality.
but sometimes people cannot see other people happy.
do not care who you are, people always have bad impression toward you.
So do not think so much.
because it hurt yourself.
just be nice with everybody.
believe it.
you wake up in the morning with full of excitement.
long time not feel it.
yeah!

to be continue...

1.11.09

episode 1

episode 1: myself

I'm a student.
forever.
20 something year old.
single.

my writing are suck.
grammer especially.
God, please help me.
in effort to be good people.

to be continued...