Episode 8

Episode 8: Clan-nism and kasta-nism are not in my dictionary.

Salam.
Good day. Lunch time now.
Yep i already had it.
Today i was figure out in progress-separating room for lecturers to have their own meal at cafeteria.
It was suck.
Not worth it.
Trying to make kasta kah?
Clan-nism?

Just look and see.

To be continued...

Episode 7

Episode 7: Feeling and little bit of my dream

I am always thinking how to make my friends are happy. So, actually sometimes its diverges from original objectives. I lack of concern, may be. I got many friends out there. But i prefer to survive my self to do something. Except in certain things -lah. In order words, may be i can say that i do not have 'sahabat'.

Sahabat mean u can share everythings with him/her. This type of friend i still looking for. I admit that i have a girlfriend and she is maybe my-wife- to-be. With her, this remaining time i think she is my closest friends(will declare " sahabat" if we merried) because she put very-very-very big concern of me. I feel little bit happy rite now with her. But my problem is that how to explain to my parent i want to marry her?

*sigh*

John Covey said in his book: First things first.
Hurmmm... i need to rest and calm down couple days end of this year to think back what is priority things should i settle down first and sketch down my big plan in 2010.

-My new Nilai 3 window bridal- a melancholic of 1431/2010 new year-

Oh, Allah please give me guidence to be a better man.
=)

To be continued...

Episode 6

Episode 6: National Civic Bureau

I only just wan to say that, do not believe on rumors.
Reality and rumors are totally two different things.
NCB is not racist.

Discussing about Perlembagaan Malaysia, Social Contract, Raja Berpelembagaan, Hak Istimewa Orang Melayu , Bumiputera and not forgotten, non-bumi are racist? - It was fact things. Not racist man.

You should attend NCB course. Then make your own judgement.
Sorry for any mistake.

I had been there 3-7 Dec 2009.
Kem Bumi Jati Shah Alam.

Episode 5

Episode 5: Recent activities.

There a lot of things that i want to write. But, i don' t know where to start. Lets try. (What is different between Let's and lets?)

i) Working Story.
Frankly speaking, i am an educator at one of higher education institution. i love my job. This field is what i targeted since my study time. Two main reason why i am in this field: a) Research, b) sharing my knowledge with other people(teaching?) who want. But, recently i faced a little problem regarding documentation work. It hurt me a lot. yeah, this little problem disturb my focus. Right now most of my working hour is about documentation. Sometimes i feel suck. Lack of management make you feel suck. How come they gave Management subject to unmanageable person? like me. Hishh.

ii) My Colleague.
They all awesome. Make me laugh. A lot. Thanks to Allah. I am very happy with them.

iii) Courses.
i have two courses to attend. First, English enhancement course. Then, BTN at Kem Bumi Jati, Shah Alam. English enhancement courses is awesome. Lot of fun there. the Fasi so sporting. hopefully, i will learn something new during BTN on this 3rd Dec. Forget about BTN issue discussing by local leader. They have their own significant. Who is right i donno. What i know is i am not register with SPR. So i can not vote anybody. I hate corrupted politician.


iv) Raya Qurban
Qurban is great word. The meaning of qurban is so deep. It comes from hearts. The definition is simple: Sacrify something you love, good and the best to poor. The history are from the sacrifying of prophet Ibrahim AS and Ismail AS. The question is : I am ready to sacrify my time, property, also my self toward Righteous way?

Keep thinking.

To Be Continued...

footnote:
I still learn writing in english. Don't worry this writing is not significant for anybody, accept me.

episode 4

Episode 4: Mumbling to myself is nothing,if i do not take any action to overcome it.

it was very hard to be good.
i am type of unfocused person.
ido not have any idea.
Since graduated from my first degree the concentration for doing something is not same like usual.
em.
sins?
maybe.
there are lot of sins make your heart blur.
chaos.
money.
women.
property.
not forgotten
your self.

what is your contribution towards
religion?
human kind?
every single things still unclear.
isn't it?

episode 3

episode 3: The warm saturday and else.

Salam.

Saturday can be anything. Time to exercute any programs. eg: visit long-time-not-see friends. make out loud. watching movie. cutting grass. dating. But me: Saturday is a day that similar to other days. Except i did not wear casual attires.

Now, i am feel lack of motivation, less confident a little bit. haih. Still looking what is the best for my life. Thinking too much is not good. it was happen to me. always. because at the end, i still not done even one worth activity.

i am such as not really ready to hold any responsibility. For real, i only have a little items that belonging to me. Compaq CQ40, Casio HDD-60D, PSP 1000, several books etc, etc. nothing much. So, saturday is the best time to over used my items.

saturday also is the time to me going-to-see my older sister and his daughter. Nurliyana. but this activity i cannot do every week. because of kilometer constrain. calling mama at perlis is one of my activity during saturday.

fishing. this is new activity that i involve since mac 2009. because my strategic working places is near to the beach. but lately this activity has been stop a little bit time because my "kaki pancing" friend married, and also my young sister married. so cannot concerntrate to this activity this time.

hola, what a day. warm saturday. what do you want actually? this question still in my mind. never answer.

to be continued...

episode 2

episode 2: do not go late to work, except your stomach make spoil.

my grammar are suck.
that is not funny.
but i love writing. konon.
in order to improve the language, i keep writing.
honest. from my side.
point of view....

people have their own intellectuality.
but sometimes people cannot see other people happy.
do not care who you are, people always have bad impression toward you.
So do not think so much.
because it hurt yourself.
just be nice with everybody.
believe it.
you wake up in the morning with full of excitement.
long time not feel it.
yeah!

to be continue...

episode 1

episode 1: myself

I'm a student.
forever.
20 something year old.
single.

my writing are suck.
grammer especially.
God, please help me.
in effort to be good people.

to be continued...